I don't know what my problem is lately, but I got a serious case of bitch. I'm tired and cranky and little things are getting on my nerves. Today, I was so irritated and cranky I went into the bathroom and burst into tears. I know some of this is probably hormonal. But knowing that makes me even more pissed off because I hate that excuse "oh...she's just hormonal". Grrrrrrrrr.
I don't "get hormonal". I usually have a pretty decent grip on those kinds of things. I'm a mind over matter kind of gal. I'm just in a funk that I can't figure out how to get of. I need help. And snow does not help. Not giving myself time for my personal yoga practice does not help. Not giving myself time for myself period does not help. I know all the things that aren't helping. Now if I could just figure out the things that would help, I wouldn't have to write this entry.
It's possible I'm better off in isolation for the time being. I am not good to be around. I feel like I need some kind of "beware of bitch" sign taped to my forehead.