I will admit, staying home from work on Monday was just as much about self pity as it was about not feeling well. I spent the day on the couch watching bad British TV mini series mixed with a little crying. The next day, I went to work still feeling gloomy when I got a text from Chad. It was just a simple hey-you've-been-on-my-mind-just-checking-in-on-you text. It came at just the right time. I am thankful for the people in my life that check up on me from time to time. And so many of you do. I want you to know that I really appreciate it. I feel like the blog has been missing content lately and I apologize for that. But all my content energy has gone into a new project that just sort of happened. I'm not ready to talk about the new project, may never be ready to talk about. I'll be sure to let you know if anything comes of it. I am thankful for this project because I think it's healing and it's helping me clear some of the chatter in my head. Unfortunately it's causing me to neglect other things like this blog. I'm learning to balance all of it. You know when you have an inner ear problem your balance gets all wonky. That's what I've been feeling. Like my balance is off. Physically I'm fine. I did a whole yoga practice based on balance the other and not a weeble or a wobble happened. But my life still feels out of whack. I think that this project helping to put things back into some kind of balance. I am thankful for this.
What else? I am thankful for the new magazines that have downloaded to the iPad this week. I am thankful for the promise of another lazy weekend. I am thankful for the whirlwind of things ahead. Always, I am thankful for you. Here's to a blessed weekend and very Thankful Friday.