BAD ATTITUDE
26 03 2009I don’t know what my problem is lately, but I got a serious case of bitch. I’m tired and cranky and little things are getting on my nerves. Today, I was so irritated and cranky I went into the bathroom and burst into tears. I know some of this is probably hormonal. But knowing that makes me even more pissed off because I hate that excuse “oh…she’s just hormonal”. Grrrrrrrrr.
I don’t “get hormonal”. I usually have a pretty decent grip on those kinds of things. I’m a mind over matter kind of gal. I’m just in a funk that I can’t figure out how to get of. I need help. And snow does not help. Not giving myself time for my personal yoga practice does not help. Not giving myself time for myself period does not help. I know all the things that aren’t helping. Now if I could just figure out the things that would help, I wouldn’t have to write this entry.
It’s possible I’m better off in isolation for the time being. I am not good to be around. I feel like I need some kind of “beware of bitch” sign taped to my forehead.
Hum… might I suggest a trip Down South. A little mini vacation. And you know…. you and Chris can come down and I’ll go up and you’ll be all to yourselves… this would be fine with me! You can go to Wholy Foods!
Hey…remember that hug you gave me a couple of days ago?
I’d like to return it. It served its purpose well for me….a little smile, a little empathy, a little knowing I have someone on my side.
Love to ya, bitch.
Man, that bracelet must be moving from left to right constantly. Maybe having the house to yourself for a little while will help. Two months to decompress can’t be a bad thing.
Chrome, you have no idea what that hug means to me. Thank you. Anna, I haven’t worn the bracelet in months. Maybe that’s my problem.